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[explosivecombat]

[TEXT; LOCKED TO doitrockapella]

The offer for conversation is always open, should you desire to take me up on it; I can't guarantee that I'll respond immediately, nor will it necessarily be the response you want, but I'll always respond in some way.

In the name of enlightened discourse.

Comments

[explosivecombat]

As though I don't realize.

[doitrockapella]

I know better than to try to compete with your best friend, anyway.

[explosivecombat]

Why does it have to be a competition?

[doitrockapella]

Don't jealousy and competitiveness tend to go hand in hand?

[explosivecombat]

Not necessarily.

[doitrockapella]

One, at least, tends to follow the other.

You don't like me better than him.

[explosivecombat]

It's more that I like you in different ways than I like him.

[doitrockapella]

You know I'm going to ask you to elaborate.

[explosivecombat]

You probably know more about me than he does, at this point.

[doitrockapella]

Is that because I'm privileged with the information, or just because he never thinks to ask?

[explosivecombat]

If he doesn't think to ask, he doesn't deserve the information.

[doitrockapella]

Then I'm not really any more special than he is. I just know how to meet your expectations a little better.

[explosivecombat]

If that's how you choose to see it.

[doitrockapella]

No. I want to know how you see it.

[explosivecombat]

Is that really what you want, or do you want me to tell you that you mean more to me than he does?

[doitrockapella]

When I want you to lie to me, I ask for it.

[explosivecombat]

Well, since you want me to be honest, I've never really thought about things in terms of who means more to me.

[doitrockapella]

Don't I always want you to be honest? Excepting the times I request otherwise, of course.

Either way, it doesn't matter that much. I'm just making conversation.

[explosivecombat]

And if I want you to lie to me, I'll ask for it.

[doitrockapella]

I'm not lying about making conversation.

[explosivecombat]

...Surely you don't think I'll leave that one alone.

What is it you want to know, exactly?

[doitrockapella]

What it's going to take to let me stop thinking of pink elephants.

[explosivecombat]

You'll come to realize eventually that I don't drop subjects unless they've been resolved.

[doitrockapella]

What is there to resolve, really?

[explosivecombat]

You seemed to want clarification on why I say it's not a competition.

I think the simplest way to word it is that whatever relationship I have with you is far less complicated; I don't mean that it's less nuanced or less complex overall, because that's certainly not the case, but it's natural in a way that my relationship with him is not. As such, I seek you out for different things; we discuss different things entirely, and I can be open with you in ways that I can't with him.

He doesn't ask me about my personal life because he is, first and foremost, my superior officer, and that tends to color all of our interactions in one way or another, whether he intends it to or not. Does that make sense?