explosivecombat: (You keep to your intentions - good)
Solf J Kimblee ([personal profile] explosivecombat) wrote2012-10-04 12:30 am

018. [Text, and one other thing.]

[TEXT]

Due to various circumstances in my world of origin, for quite a while, time was immeasurable for me. It came to lack meaning. Weeks bled into months, months into years. In some ways, this world seems like that for many of us; there's a lack of structure, and the list of things that one can do with themselves before they settle into some sort of day-to-day routine is incredibly short. These creatures become a part of our daily lives; this world becomes a part of our daily lives. And before we know it, we've spent weeks here. Months. Years.

That blank spot in my life lasted for seven years, I believe. Yet with nothing else to focus on, I discovered more about myself in those seven years than I did over the course of most of the rest of my life. Spending that long in the dark - whether it's physical or otherwise - tends to teach one a lot, I believe, even if it's just where your limits lie.

You'll have to forgive me for the needless introspection; if you're humoring me by continuing to read, either you have more patience than most at half-midnight, or this is one of those messages on the feed that greets you first thing in the morning. But apparently time does have meaning to most people in this place - in which case...

Tell me how long you've been here, if you choose, and what you've come to discover about yourself in that time.

I suppose it's worth saying that personally, I've been here for a year, as of half an hour ago.

For me, it's been another year where time has next to no meaning, despite the fact that I have an easy way to keep track of it; another year with no direction, though I wouldn't say it's been spent in the dark. Whether I like what I've discovered about myself or not within that year has yet to be seen; however, I find myself content with the way things are.

While I know that I have no choice in the matter, I think I could tolerate another year.



[PRIVATE TEXT TO KATO]

I have a favor to ask of you.
decrees: (UMM ♛ whoops????)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
They killed people to create such a thing?

[That's... that's disgusting. Why would any government agree to sacrifice their people for something like that? The answer is obvious; they wanted the power. That doesn't excuse it. It's still disgusting.]

You opposed them for creating such a thing, then?
decrees: (CONSIDER ♛ my morality's screwed)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
But opposing them wouldn't have done any good. They must have taken it from you anyway. I suppose in the heat of the moment you didn't consider that, but ultimately they still would have obtained the Stone.
decrees: (EXPLAIN ♛ the ends justify the means)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
So they weren't able to do whatever they wanted with the Stone? That's good to hear.

[Who knows what they'd want that Stone for anyway? It would have been terrible, that's all he's sure of.]

I'm glad to hear you managed to stop them.

[Deaths are never acceptable, but the ends justify the means.]
decrees: (CONCERN ♛ was that another evil decision)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear that. I take it you were released for good behavior?
decrees: (HEADTILT ♛ likes: executions??)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose that's very true. I suppose his reasoning doesn't matter. You were employed by him directly after then?
decrees: (EXPLAIN ♛ the ends justify the means)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
This is fascinating. I am quite interested in what's happened to you. As I said, you're an interesting man.
decrees: (IRRITATED ♛ why do you keep talking)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, it's nothing. I'm usually up fairly late.

[That's certainly not a lie! It's not like he stays up, but that's not the point!]
decrees: (OKAY ♛ but why should i care?)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I am, yes. Why?
decrees: (INTEREST ♛ but can i kill it)

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[personal profile] decrees 2012-10-09 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. Where shall I meet you?

[UGH KIMBLEE YOU'RE SO RUDE. But anyway, Logan might be a bit eager about this, okay. Senior figure tho.]