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[explosivecombat]

[TEXT; LOCKED TO doitrockapella]

The offer for conversation is always open, should you desire to take me up on it; I can't guarantee that I'll respond immediately, nor will it necessarily be the response you want, but I'll always respond in some way.

In the name of enlightened discourse.

Comments

[explosivecombat]

Well, again, it often depended on what it was I wanted, though I can see where that particular situation would have been a bit odd to navigate in general.

[doitrockapella]

I'd have given you more credit for evidently trying to make me happy, except for the fact that from your perspective, you'd only known me about fifteen minutes, and so the only reason why you might've cared would be because of two external expectations: society's and mine.

...If that sounded cruel, I didn't mean it to be.

[explosivecombat]

I don't find it cruel simply because of how accurate it is.

[doitrockapella]

But it's a little different now, isn't it?

[explosivecombat]

Do you have to ask me?

[doitrockapella]

I don't like to assume your motives.

[explosivecombat]

Well, that sets you ahead of most of the others, who for some reason seem to think it's a smart idea to keep trying.

[doitrockapella]

And I bask in the light of your praise, Teacher, but that doesn't answer the question.

[explosivecombat]

It is, yes.

[doitrockapella]

...I think you must've cared about Major Armstrong, too, didn't you?

[explosivecombat]

I don't know if "cared about" is the right term - either way, why do you ask?

[doitrockapella]

You tried to help him. So he wasn't court-martialed, I think it was?

[explosivecombat]

Ah, that.

I wouldn't say that was done through caring; more through respect for the strength of his convictions.

[doitrockapella]

And concern, for what might happen to him if you didn't...help?

[explosivecombat]

Not particularly.

[doitrockapella]

I don't know if that makes it better or worse.

[explosivecombat]

Go on.

I want to hear what you're thinking.

[doitrockapella]

He was supposed to kill someone, had a crisis of faith, and you did it to cover for him. Something like that?

[explosivecombat]

It wasn't a matter of hesitation or simply being unable to carry out the task he was given; Major Armstrong deliberately acted in a way that would both aid and ensure the escape of those that we were assigned to destroy. It was an act of insubordination so brazen that I couldn't help but respect it; had anyone else seen it, it would have been an immediate court-martial.

However, while the act was a noble one, noble actions aren't often rewarded by this world. As such, I killed the individuals that he had assisted, but out of respect for the conviction it took to assist in the first place, I kept my silence regarding what I had seen.

[doitrockapella]

I don't know if I can reconcile my admiration for your sense of honor and my horror at your actions. I care about what happens — or what might've happened — to Major Armstrong. I'm glad he wasn't court-martialed. But at the expense of those people's lives...

But you'd said your orders were to clear the area. If it hadn't been you, it would've been someone else. It was war, and what happened to those people wasn't anything different than what would've happened to them anyway — what Major Armstrong tried to do would've made them better off than they would've been, but what you did didn't make them any worse.

I don't like that I'm even thinking about it like this in the first place.

[explosivecombat]

You understand what I was showing him far better than he did.

[doitrockapella]

I can voice the argument. Beyond that, I don't know what I think.

[explosivecombat]

It was a job, as far as I was concerned. It became something else after those red stones became involved, but at that point it was simply work.

[doitrockapella]

That's why you're the soldier and I'm not.

[explosivecombat]

It makes you unsuited to be a soldier, certainly, but it also means you're far better at being a human being than I am.