[He's quiet for a long moment after that's out there; for a brief moment he considers telling Archer that he's not the only one who's experienced problems during those relatively brief periods of time. That he nearly blew the entire operation with Miss Altava because of it. That the attack against civilians on the routes so many months ago - the incident that started both of them leading anonymous attacks over the network - had come about because he couldn't calm himself down after they had fought in the first place. That he can't stand how directionless and passive he tends to become without orders, especially here; he doesn't remember it being this bad in Amestris. It had never been this bad in Amestris.
He considers telling him, but he doesn't.
It isn't that he doesn't trust Archer; he does. More than anyone. At the same time, he can't admit to it. It's entirely too much at once; his pride won't allow it.]
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[He's quiet for a long moment after that's out there; for a brief moment he considers telling Archer that he's not the only one who's experienced problems during those relatively brief periods of time. That he nearly blew the entire operation with Miss Altava because of it. That the attack against civilians on the routes so many months ago - the incident that started both of them leading anonymous attacks over the network - had come about because he couldn't calm himself down after they had fought in the first place. That he can't stand how directionless and passive he tends to become without orders, especially here; he doesn't remember it being this bad in Amestris. It had never been this bad in Amestris.
He considers telling him, but he doesn't.
It isn't that he doesn't trust Archer; he does. More than anyone. At the same time, he can't admit to it. It's entirely too much at once; his pride won't allow it.]
What do you want to do about this, then?