He usually notices that, too. Once, he asked why I looked so sad.
I think what tends to upset me most is never knowing whether I should tell him or not, what he's in for someday. He'll say sometimes that it wouldn't bother him to know and if it'd make me feel better then I should go ahead, but...I never know which is worse, the thought of making him live with knowing — even if it's only for a few days — or keeping it secret from him while he knows full well that I have one.
no subject
I think what tends to upset me most is never knowing whether I should tell him or not, what he's in for someday. He'll say sometimes that it wouldn't bother him to know and if it'd make me feel better then I should go ahead, but...I never know which is worse, the thought of making him live with knowing — even if it's only for a few days — or keeping it secret from him while he knows full well that I have one.