doitrockapella: (VAN GOGH ❖ more like van gone amirite)
Carmen Sandiego ([personal profile] doitrockapella) wrote in [personal profile] explosivecombat 2014-07-10 05:42 am (UTC)

[...Nietzsche, did you just QWOP so hard you hurt yourself]

There's something else I want to ask you, actually, but it wouldn't be very fair of me to keep you waiting without an answer while I did, so. I really do appreciate the consideration for my point of view on it. I think in a way I can...in a sense, I respect that you wouldn't treat me any differently? I can see how it could come away as manipulative, walking into that sort of situation on little more than arrogance and trying to use our friendship or your feelings on me against you, whether it be to stop you or to keep myself alive or...well. I can't say for certain that it'd be as easy for me to appreciate in the heat of the moment, but when we're just talking about it hypothetically, it's a little easier to see where your point of view comes from.

I may not be able to be as rational about it in that theoretical heat of the moment as I am about it now, but for what it's worth, at this point I honestly don't want to lose you. It may be that someday the consequences of your actions are more than I can tolerate in good conscience, and if it comes to that it sounds as though we'd both accept it, but...it's not really something I'm eager to see happen, either.

So I think that maybe, while it's entirely possible for there to be hard feelings on my part, I also don't think it's a given that those hard feelings would be inherently...inflexible ones? Maybe that's a good way of putting it.

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