No. That's not what I believe. What I believe is that you're only interested in your own needs and what you'll get out of it. When I get angry, I lash out. I need to establish control and hurt you as badly as you hurt me. No, it's not healthy. No, it's not a good way - or even a decent way - of handling it. But that's how I deal with things and I can't change that. You think I haven't tried? Do you seriously think I haven't tried to be good to you? That I would continue to do this even knowing that it's hurting you? Do you really think I'm that cruel?